School is my sanctuary

and my hell. I go from being so depressed in my hole to being so happy at school where I get to see Kate and Cloe and all of the other people who make me feel that my life has a purpose. But there are also the people who make me feel as if I don't belong anywhere enar this planet. There are so many glances and stares that I don't know which to follow and which to disgard. I think I need help choosing what I do. I know that without certain people my life would be like sixth grade. non-stop drinking and all of my shirts blood-stained. There are few people who keep me from slicing down to my bones in anguish and I just want to thank them. So thank you to Kate and to Frances. To Cloe and to Ariel, brit and Ashley. I love you and You Are the only threads that keep me hangiing through this strange cruel life.