There's this strong dependency

between the two of us. I don't know if you've realized it yet, but we need each other. If we didn't, if it were just for kicks, we wouldn't still be talking. After you ended it,(the first time) the only thing you did before you left me was begged to talk to me the next day. I need to talk to you. You're oddly the only thing that holds me up. Never has someone hurt me so much emotionally, and then turned right around to kiss me and make it all go away. You don't care about the scars on my arms, you kiss meand make me forget. Forget about the pain and sadness I've experienced before and you take me to a whole new level of coping. I don't need to cut when I have you. There's an extreme level of intimacy, and so much emotion between us. There's nothing I wouldn't give to stay with you in your arms forever. Because when I'm with you, I forget. I like to forget. You're the exact kind of person I imagined myself with my hole life. INCLUDING the 'fucked upness' as you call it. I'm sorry to say this, but I love you. And to be honest, I couldn't be more excited. The one thing I've always wanted, but never believed I could have, and you gave it to me. Austin, we're gonna have a beautiful baby. : :)