Thank You for making me feel

Inadequate... You make me feel as if I could be a thousand miles high, only to make me feel like I am missing something useful two seconds later. Thank you for letting me get my hopes up about seeing you, only for you to bail out and not show up. Thank you for telling me you love me all the time and then not acting like it... Thank you. Thank you for showing me that you ARE like all my past boyfriends, just as unreliable and stupid as the rest... Thank you for sticking around when I don't need your comfort and not being there when I do. Thank you. I wish you knew how I really feel about you and acted (at least acted) like you felt the same way. I just want you to know that I meant it when I said "I love you". Now you need to figure out if you mean it too. I really mean that too. Thank you for not sticking up for me when your friend calls me a whore, and saying something when my best friend is joking around. Thank you for being a jerk around your friends, and an sweetheart around mine, just so they won't say anything about it to you. Thank you for making me seem like a liar because I tell my freinds one thing and you act the opposite. Thank you. Thank you for being an asshole, just like almost everyone else in my life, even when you said you wouldn't. I jsut wanted to say Thank you and be entirely glad that you don't have the link to my blog.