Thursday, January 1, 2009

He said it...

He told me with truth in his voice that he loves me.
He told me he needs me, the same serious tone shattering the glass silence with the ?truth?
I wish I could believe it.
I really do, and I hate myself for not trusting him like I should.

I said it back.
Because I do, and I wouldn't lie about something so heart-breakingly serious. I meant it when I told him I love him.
Thinking about what he said, his exact words make my stomach flutter and my eyes water. If this is how it was supposed to be, then why can't I help but feel like I screwed something up?
I told him I was sorry, because he was dating a screw up. He said he wasn't dating any kind of mistake, screwup or anything like that so there was no reason to apologize.
I wish I knew what I was doing
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