What it seems.
There are always the days when you look at yourself and think, 'today will be a good day'. Than you go through the day and you realize life has slapped a huge 'JK' sign on your day and you've become the joke of your own reality.
You meet someone who gives you a reason to live and makes your life worthwhile and they take it away ten minutes later.
They laugh at you, call you names, and tear you apart. For fun. For entertainment. For the sake of being a jerk. This world is full of assholes, and there's nothing anyone can do about it. You can't change the way people are, they must do it themself. There's nothing you can do.
No one reads this, and I completely understand, why would you? Why would anyone listen to a seventeen-year old girl rant about her life, when thousands of other people are doing way worse. In reality, I am the girl that no one can help, and no one would care to attempt.
Through sickness and in health, I am the girl standing outside in the cold, waiting for an answer.
I am going no where in life.
I never was, and I probably never will.
So why am I lingering? Why am I keeping myself here, and not ending my pain? Why don't I just do the world a favor?
Trust me. I've tried.
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