Sick

So I am sick. This sickness (undiagnosed, for I don't care what it is) is putting red and purple blotches under my skin, every where on my body. I hope it kills me. I really hope that whatever this is that's making me bleed and vomit, literally kills me... Seeing as I don't know what it's called, I will call it a Thank You... The spots, I mean. I don't know what's causing them but I do severely hope that it does kill me. I am sick of life and I see no point in me living it, as I am not doing myself (or anyone else for that matter) any good.